Lost
i
feel lost
tied down and yet not knowing where im going
what am i doing here?
what is my purpose?
do i even have one?
no.
i don't
if i did then i wouldn't feel like this
or would i?
why is there a purpose at all in this world
a world where people lie, kill and abuse
what kind of people are we?
we are the worst kind of animals
the only kind to kill their own
the only kind to destroy their habitat and surroundings
we don't live in harmony with each other
nor with other animals
nor with the planet we are on
we don't deserve this wonderful environment we live in
we don't deserve this world we live in
i don't deserve this world we live in
i don't deserve anything
so why do i think i deserve happiness?
or that im here for a purpose?
and why must we deserve anything at all when all we do is kill
and destroy
and hurt
and suffer.
Lisanne April 2000